Time passes
I tried to write something before, it failed.
I miss my Mom, I drink too much, I sleep like crap, I can't focus, and I want to be "made love to" so much. Shi! I can't do anything to help any of those issues!
I went home for the first time since Mom passed.....It was awkward because I was staying with Mariah and her family in the house I grew up in. I slept in Mom's bed..one night with Emma and the other with Tilor. Still, I felt alone.
Mariah thinks that the house is her home (she's been there since 11/2006) , but I hold the mortgage, and it is, and will forever be MY HOME! Mariah smokes in the house even though I have asked her NOT to. She says that it's her home and she can do as she wants..........it's NOT her home, until she can buy it properly, she's a tenant. I can't argue this point with her, she's defiant. I just wish that she wasn't a hard ass bitch when it comes to smoking.
Like I said.....I miss my Mom.
I miss my Mom, I drink too much, I sleep like crap, I can't focus, and I want to be "made love to" so much. Shi! I can't do anything to help any of those issues!
I went home for the first time since Mom passed.....It was awkward because I was staying with Mariah and her family in the house I grew up in. I slept in Mom's bed..one night with Emma and the other with Tilor. Still, I felt alone.
Mariah thinks that the house is her home (she's been there since 11/2006) , but I hold the mortgage, and it is, and will forever be MY HOME! Mariah smokes in the house even though I have asked her NOT to. She says that it's her home and she can do as she wants..........it's NOT her home, until she can buy it properly, she's a tenant. I can't argue this point with her, she's defiant. I just wish that she wasn't a hard ass bitch when it comes to smoking.
Like I said.....I miss my Mom.
posted by Chrissykins @ 9:28 PM
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