Yesterday's Crap
Yesterday was my ex's 54th birthday, as was his older, and much uglier brother's 59th birthday.
Mister asked me why I remembered that.
I'll tell you why: He (the X) married me when I was young, innocent, and believed in the best of people(18 and 3 months). He lied to me about many things, he hurt me, physically , he threatened to not allow me to see my family, and he was a sexual deviant. I never "knew" a man before him, and I believed everything that He told me was normal in a male/ female relationship. His normal was NOT normal. He promised me the world, and I got a world alright!......The only thing good that came out of that union was when I got my certification as a Machinist. That was my ticket to freedom. That was my way to find myself. And then I started my journey to ME.
Mister called me a "man hater" when we first got together. I can understand that, because when we connected, I was very distrustful, and very cautious of men. Don't get me wrong here: I like men, I work with them every day of every week of every year. I am NOT, nor will I ever be a man hater. (But in light of the things that I had to endure with #1.........I can see where he got that idea.)
All I'm saying here is this, some people...i.e. mostly men..........force themselves onto other people. It makes them feel BIG, POWERFUL, POTENT. In reality, it just serves to alienate people.
Putting the people that you say you love "under your thumb" doesn't make things better. She/they will only hope you die in your sleep. Maybe even plan it......
Wow! Am I a hateful bitch or what.!?!?
I love my Mister, he's a caring and protective man. Yes, he still is a man, and therefore he's not my equal..........but that's the way it is. I just wish that in my life, that men would see women as more than a a meal ticket, free sex, and a maid.
Niel Young had a song many years ago called "A Man Needs a Maid". My big sis had it on an album (THat's a 33 RPM) many moons ago. Sad fact is that menhaven't changed. WE have evolved, and they haven't. I would love to have a man dote after me......DREAM ON.
The MAN HATING BITCH signs off.
Shout out to P. in Noblesville............Love ya. Keep your chin up. Chrissykins
Mister asked me why I remembered that.
I'll tell you why: He (the X) married me when I was young, innocent, and believed in the best of people(18 and 3 months). He lied to me about many things, he hurt me, physically , he threatened to not allow me to see my family, and he was a sexual deviant. I never "knew" a man before him, and I believed everything that He told me was normal in a male/ female relationship. His normal was NOT normal. He promised me the world, and I got a world alright!......The only thing good that came out of that union was when I got my certification as a Machinist. That was my ticket to freedom. That was my way to find myself. And then I started my journey to ME.
Mister called me a "man hater" when we first got together. I can understand that, because when we connected, I was very distrustful, and very cautious of men. Don't get me wrong here: I like men, I work with them every day of every week of every year. I am NOT, nor will I ever be a man hater. (But in light of the things that I had to endure with #1.........I can see where he got that idea.)
All I'm saying here is this, some people...i.e. mostly men..........force themselves onto other people. It makes them feel BIG, POWERFUL, POTENT. In reality, it just serves to alienate people.
Putting the people that you say you love "under your thumb" doesn't make things better. She/they will only hope you die in your sleep. Maybe even plan it......
Wow! Am I a hateful bitch or what.!?!?
I love my Mister, he's a caring and protective man. Yes, he still is a man, and therefore he's not my equal..........but that's the way it is. I just wish that in my life, that men would see women as more than a a meal ticket, free sex, and a maid.
Niel Young had a song many years ago called "A Man Needs a Maid". My big sis had it on an album (THat's a 33 RPM) many moons ago. Sad fact is that menhaven't changed. WE have evolved, and they haven't. I would love to have a man dote after me......DREAM ON.
The MAN HATING BITCH signs off.
Shout out to P. in Noblesville............Love ya. Keep your chin up. Chrissykins
posted by Chrissykins @ 3:25 PM
2 Comments:
At 10:17 PM,
Emma Ray Garrett said…
Amen, Chrissykins! You couldn't be more right if you tried, LOL! There are days when even I, an unquestionably alpha woman, long for a man to lean on. I get tired of being the leanED on.
At 9:46 AM,
Emma Ray Garrett said…
Pam, can you share with me, too! LOLOL! Good advice can be hard to come by, though Chrissykins does give good advice.
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